Do Magick 30 Alchemy- Void Magick Day 7

Feeling pretty sleepy tired today. Honestly, work has been stressful, and I've been dieting along with exercising. Keeping hydrated as best I can.

Anyhow, that's just preface to doing my void magick while laying on my back today. Increased energy levels, but decided to keep the shield a little tighter, to better not bother roommates (hadn't happened, but could). Even while on my back on the floor, my body wanted to move, so I sort of wiggled in place, before eventually going up on my knees and swaying a little.

Results: Nothing I noticed yesterday. This morning, I feel pretty good post exercise. Not quite miracle cure, but better than before I started. Maybe a bit of endorphin rush.

Do Magick 30 Alchemy- Void Magick Day 6

Standard shield, mold, energy, synch, and reintroduction. Amplified energy again, widened the shield to about room sized. Dancing was still there, seemed to go up and down- I tried not to force it, my body is feeling a little achy today.

Results: Yesterday, I got a compliment on my hair being particularly feminine- I did nothing different with it. Also did a little work on movie contacts- not all forward momentum, but progress none the less.

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Domagick 30 Alchemy- Void Magick Day 5

Shield, mold, energy, synchronize, reintroduction.

Today was on my feet again, and on reintroduction, I danced in place. I made everything a little stronger than the day before and I made the shield a little bigger. I think I'm going to try and keep expanding that too, to kind of plug these changes into reality a little more.

Results: Got my doctor appointment. Now, how that appointment goes could be as important as getting it. Also back in communication with many of my movie contacts. No big news, but it's a step in the right direction.

On the downside, I got rejected for an apartment application. Maybe not related, but authenticity and all that- my life isn't all roses by any means.

Do Magick 30 Alchemy- Void Magic Day 4

Same process- shield, mold, energy, synchronize, reintroduction- but I did it on my feet today. I've tried both standing and sitting the past few days as well as my first tries at the technique prior to the challenge.

I pushed the shield, energy and mold further today, synchronized, but on reintroduction, I began dancing. I've tranced and danced before, but it feels so spontaneous with this work, I think it must be part of getting toward the better me. Dancing is my favorite form of exercise, and if I keep at it, I can lose weight, shape muscle, and feel good about my body, so it seems like a winner.

Result: So, my therapist just happened to have information I needed to get in contact with my PCP. Getting in touch with them is a useful step on my way to transition, so I'll be trying to schedule an appointment today.

Do Magick 30 Alchemy- Void Magic Day 3

So, operation went as normal. I've been slowly amplifying the intensity of all the steps each day, just a bit more energy, bit deeper void, a bit stronger shield. I don't think I'll continue this trend through the whole 30, but if it feels as if I'm getting results, who knows?

My trance state was much more fidgety, and after I finished, I felt like dancing, and did, probably for about 15 minutes or more. I've exercised every day since starting, and I think that trying to get the body and life I want will require that physical element. I'm definitely thinking I'm going to follow my passion as best I can during this process.

I'm feeling a lot freer, even more so than during my transition meditations. Those meditations seemed to me to be the refining and sealing of my intent, where this is the actual attainment of said intent. I think I'll dress up today and stroll on out- fuck the haters.

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Do Magick 30 Alchemy- Void Magick Day 2

Set my alarm thirty minutes earlier for time to do the magick and make the post. This avoids me trancing in the car so long the windows fog over.

Same operation as before. The only difference would be a little recalibration during the reintroducing to reality bit where the shields, energy body, and void mold are all slowly brought back to baseline. I wanted to make sure the mold I  ended with was the one I had selected. It was fine, but having checked on it, my energies had naturally ramped back up, reinforcing the mold, and requiring having to synch back up a little longer.

Results: I'm feeling really in tune with myself and reality. I'm hoping this manages to simultaneously change my world while grounding it, leading to more tangible real world gains. We'll see if anything happens today of note.

Do Magick 30 Alchemy- Void Magic Day 1

Starting day 1, I did my operations in my car, by the numbers.

First I put up my shield, amplifying the power slowly but surely, expanding out from near my skin into a sphere, until I felt cut off from outside reality. 

I then adjusted the void of my self, the mold I fit into, to be the future me I want to be. I then reinforced the mold and my matching energy body to synch up, mostly via visualization and sense of 'feel'. 

With everything matched up, I count down as I lower the energy shield and energy levels simultaneously until back to 'normal reality'.

Effects: I exercised this morning and did female vocal exercises in the car. Nothing too extreme on day 1.